Hello all!
I have not been paying enough attention to Deviantart lately and it's LAME because I like... totally ADORE a lot of my friends on here and I have just been too lazy to keep in contact and all that jazz ;_; It's REALLY LAME of me and stuff I know.
So, from now on I will devote more of my time to my friends on Deviantart (LOL cos I don't have any REAL friends XD).

RIGHT. I thought I'd have a rant about what has been going on in my mundane life to all those who want to know .

BASICALLY, I have left school. MAINLY because it's a fucking horribe and depressing place... Also because I am really thick and I wasn't going to pass my A levels anyway BUT LETS NOT THINK about that because a lot of stuff has happened since I got my GCSE grades and I think it's fair enough that my IQ has taken a dramatic plummet.
But seriously, in school there's this place called the JCR, the 6th forms common room basically. It actually SUCKS THE LIFE OUT OF YOU LMAO!!! Seriously! Everyone in there is just so exhausted and weighed down with work and stuff, and seriously, KIDS, like 16 year olds sitting there talking about how they'll be a total failure at life if they don't go to such and such a university and get such and such a job.

CHRIST!

We're TOO. FUCKING. YOUNG to be thinking about that right now, I mean yeah fair enough secure your future but some people just count it as their ENTIRE PURPOSE FOR LIVING and shit. It's ALL the school's fault!

WANKERS!

ANYTHING could happen, you could get fucking meningitis and DIE in like 5 hours and all of that effort will all be for nothing! YARRRG god it scares me so much

I am probably living a massive FUCK UP of a life HAHAHA just because I'm so scared of dying sometime soon of some horrible ailment but TO BE HONEST I'd rather live like that that devote my entire life to something that might not even make you happy in the long run.

Like seriously, another reason why I left school was because my uncle, who had been in mental hospital for like a YEAR, threw himself in front of a train. It was absolutely fucking horrible i can tell ya that. But He was LOADED and he had a fucking fantastic job and a lovely house and all that. He did EVERYTHING that we're all expected to do and he still wound up in several different parts, strewn around on a london railway.

FUCK uni!!!! ARRGGGGHHHGHGHGHHGHGJ

I mean FAIR ENOUGH though if you really want to go to uni and that and you can cope with the pressure and stuff and just generally ENJOY it rather than let it get you down. I know people who thrive off that atmosphere. But it PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH when naive little stuck up TWATS from my EX school call me a pitiful weakling and just generally think I am pathetic JUST BECAUSE I decide to leave school and JUST BECAUSE I rely on medication to keep mental FUCK UPS at bay.
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Any teenage fuckwit who comes to me saying that 'they got through severe depression without meds or doctors' SERIOUSLY needs to go and spend a fucking month in a mental home. It DAMAGES you for LIFE. It's not something you TAKE DOWN THE FUCKING PUB AND SHOW OFF ABOUT.

Bloody useless stuck up naive middle class WHORES.

God sorry that was horrid.

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